moments

We all have our moments
both the good and the bad ones

sometimes the bad ones will last a little bit too long
where you get so sad and depressed to the core
where you just give up hope
where you just give up on life
where you just give up on people
where you just give up on your self

you wait for death to take you
you no longer want to live in this world

everything seems so hard and painful
everyone seems to hurt you

then theres the good ones
where you just feel like flying and never bothering to come down
where even the simplest things can make you happy
where you just feel that nothing can get to you and make you feel sad again
where you just can actually feel and see happiness around and within you

you have to let go of the things that are holding you back from finding happiness
you just have to let go of all the negativity in you life and just simply move on
in the end it's your choice whether to stay miserable and negative all the time or be happy and positive

getting attached

whenever you meet someone everything is so basic and simple
then you grow closer and you get attached thats the worst part

"getting attached"

don't you hate it when you get attached to someone
then they work their way into your life
you wake up one day boom, they are gone.

you try to forget them in every possible way
by trying to forget them you're just bringing back the memories of you and them
the happy ones , funny , crazy and sad ones basically all kinds of memorises

you cause more pain to yourself
you hurt yourself even more as you already are

after a while you start missing them so much it hurts
you can even feel the empty space in your heart/chest

you want to let go of them and move on
instead you just hold onto them even tighter

the truth is you cant just forget about them
you just have to live with it
it might take days,weeks,months and maybe years
eventually you'll move on and someone better will walk into your life

Choices

life is just like a big, deep and blue ocean
we are the sailors with our ships
we have to make our own way to the land

to us everyday is like a new adventure
people who fall off the ship they have two choices
either to fight and swim or give up and die

it's all about the choices/decisions that you make
one choice/decision can turn your life upside down

just like how a sergeant's choice can effect the patient
sergeants have to make a choice that will effect their patient
it's either a hit or miss

if something went wrong in your life
it doesn't mean that your life is over
it doesn't mean that you have to give up without a fight

we might fall so hard sometimes
where it gets even harder to get up
you have to force yourself and get back up and move on

that fall will hurt you a lot
it may leave a scar in your life
it's just another lesson of life

teenage years

don't you question yourself sometimes about why things are the why they are now?

if it makes any sense

sometimes we don't understand or get our feelings,emotions , whats going on etc..

sometimes we don't even understand life or ourselves 

by we i mean us "teenagers"

we are happy one second and the other we are sad and depressed

we have a lot of people around us but yet we feel so alone

we want to be left alone but not feeling lonely

we are sad but we choose to fake a smile instead just to show people that we are "happy"

we don't want people to judge us but yet we still judge them in some kind of way.

being happy seems impossible for most of the teenagers

to us happiness doesn't exist anymore or at least that's what we think
believe it or not happiness still do exist 

we are teenagers we have a life ahead of us

we are suppose to experience things

we are suppose to see things

go through a lot of tough time/moments

go through a lot of pain

the pain is good at least we learn from it

we grow stronger, tougher and most importantly wiser 

but when we are old enough we will know better, understand more

thats why it's called our teenage years

our teenage years are supposed to be hard and tough

just to prepare us for our future

someday, one day we will all be happy

maybe thats not anytime soon

but in our future