Tuesday, January 21, 2014

old me

as i quite remember my old me wasn't really good to me
yes, I'm at this point where my broken pieces are even more broken than before

i'm at the same old bad place that i was in long time ago
the place where i thought that i would never go back to

it all starts by pushing people away and not letting them in
then you start isolating yourself 

by isolating yourself you think that you're protecting yourself
by isolating yourself it only gets worse

how can you protect yourself from something that has already been done?
the damage has already been done you can't just undo it
its impossible

just like how you're way too broken to be fixed
you're already numb cause you've been there and done that
you're numb to all the pain and heartache

now you're just emotionless and cold
you can barely feel any emotion

the worst part is that you can't cry about it
or even let your emotions out 

thats only called being numb form the pain
its because you've been through this many times
you just got used to that kind of pain

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