she always doubts her self on anything and everything she does and say.
she's in a place in life where everything is falling apart.
its all because of her past.
"Letting go of your past is harder than it seems.."she said.
whenever she tries to let go of the painful memories
her past always seems to pull her back into the darkness.
her whole life she has been lied to.
telling her the whole truth all at once made everything tougher.
specially after thinking that it was all real but it turned to be all lies..
"I don't think i will ever be the same girl ever again."she said.
she really don't get people who claim to be bad but deep inside they're so kind but yet so cold.
whats worse is when some people claim to be good and better than all of us are the most evil.
she's always giving people all of her best and thats what she gets.
"Dark and cold is what i'm gonna be from now and on."she said.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Friday, November 1, 2013
Death
Thinking about death makes her feel terrified.
"i would rather die than having to bear another death of a loved one."she said.
she thought of what she would leave behind after her death
and what people will say,think or do..
she wants to leave this world known as the happy , crazy ,wild girl who loves to joke around and just have a laugh.
the girl who stood by everyone when they needed someone to comfort them and tell the everything is going to be alright.
the girl who stayed strong when she had all the right to break down but still chose to stand still.
the girl who never gave up hope on anyone or anything without a fight.
she don't want to be remembered as the "sad and depressed" girl who had a horrible life.
unfortunately in our society no one really cares about how sad or depressed you are
they'll just think that you're seeking for attention
all they want is something or someone to talk about.
at the end it's all about what you leave for everyone and anyone..
she also thought of her friends and family and how will their life be without her.
"they'll be just fine.eventually,they'll just forget me i'll be a memory to them."she said.
on the other hand she really don't want to die alone.
but as they say "we come alone and die alone."
"i would rather die than having to bear another death of a loved one."she said.
she thought of what she would leave behind after her death
and what people will say,think or do..
she wants to leave this world known as the happy , crazy ,wild girl who loves to joke around and just have a laugh.
the girl who stood by everyone when they needed someone to comfort them and tell the everything is going to be alright.
the girl who stayed strong when she had all the right to break down but still chose to stand still.
the girl who never gave up hope on anyone or anything without a fight.
she don't want to be remembered as the "sad and depressed" girl who had a horrible life.
unfortunately in our society no one really cares about how sad or depressed you are
they'll just think that you're seeking for attention
all they want is something or someone to talk about.
at the end it's all about what you leave for everyone and anyone..
she also thought of her friends and family and how will their life be without her.
"they'll be just fine.eventually,they'll just forget me i'll be a memory to them."she said.
on the other hand she really don't want to die alone.
but as they say "we come alone and die alone."
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