darkness

she always doubts her self on anything and everything she does and say.
she's in a place in life where everything is falling apart.

its all because of her past.
"Letting go of your past is harder than it seems.."she said.
whenever she tries to let go of the painful memories
her past always seems to pull her back into the darkness.

her whole life she has been lied to.
telling her the whole truth all at once made everything tougher.
specially after thinking that it was all real but it turned to be all lies..

"I don't think i will ever be the same girl ever again."she said.

she really don't get people who claim to be bad but deep inside they're so kind but yet so cold.
whats worse is when some people claim to be good and better than all of us are the most evil.
she's always giving people all of her best and thats what she gets.

"Dark and cold is what i'm gonna be from now and on."she said.