numb

Feeling numb ?

sometimes you get to a point where you feel nothing at all.
all you want to do is lock yourself in a dark room ,stay alone and sleep all day.
you get to a point where nothing matters anymore you just want to end it all and stop the pain but you dont know how.

you start pushing people away until you have no one at all but the none stopping thoughts in your head sometimes it gets really scary and dark in there.
In your mind i mean you try to shut the thoughts down but you can't control them anymore.
it's like you're lost and draning in your own thoughts.
you build walls around yourself but they end up trembling down on you.

you want someone to save you but you're too afraid to scream or cry for help so you take the easy way.
you keep everything bottled up because you can trust no one no more.
you just keep everything to yourself because deep down you know that no one really cares or will ever understand.