so long gone

we all have that one person that we cant handle losing.

even the thought of losing them hurts more than being stabbed by a knife million times.

whenever you think of losing that one person you just go crazy. 

you just forget everything and think of how would life be without them.

it's just unimaginable for that one person to be gone forever.

life would probably lose all its meaning.

you will be just like a body without a soul and just like a ship without a rider or a guider.

once they are gone you can never get them back.

knowing that you can never get them back is what hurts the most.

life is not a fairytale not even true loves's kiss can wake them up.

all you've got now is to feel the unbearable ache in your heart and the memories they left behind.

waking up knowing that this person is no longer with us will probably be the hardest.

whenever you see their number on your phone you'll cry.

whenever you hear their name you'll cry.

whenever a memorie of them hits you you'll cry.

whenever you remember the things you used to do together you'll cry.

everything you do or say will just remind you of them.

no matter how hard you try to forget them their smile , laugh ,eyes and the way they used to talk etc.. will always haunt you down.

then this question will pop on your mind "what if i was that person? will they miss me ? will they remember me?"

too many questions going back and forth now in your head.

one day we are here and there and the other we are gone just that simple.