a laugh full of joy to cover up the pain with in her.
it's like to every good thing there is something bad underneath.
and that bad thing only comes out when she's alone.
mostly when she's not around people.
"why cant things stay good for once?"
"everything was going just fine."she said.
how can someone so young be so sad and depressed?
she cant even remember the last time she was 'okay/fine.'
its just way too much for anyone to take.
she couldn't cope with it anymore.
with everything that has been going on she's not only sick emotionally and mentally but also physically.
it sickens her even more to see herself that way.
"i want my old self back."she said
by that she meant her old happy full of life self.
or most probably when she was a kid.
when everything was all perfect and good.
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